Let me start by stating that I'm very grateful that I can breastfeed my baby. I know that it doesn't work for all mothers and babies for a variety of reasons, and I'm thankful that it has worked for me and my daughter. It's been a wonderful bonding experience.
However, breastfeeding has turned me into a bottomless pit. I'm hungry all of the time. And of course I don't crave kale and arugula. (Does anyone crave leafy greens?) I yearn for full-fat lattes and date squares. Salted chocolate chip cookies. Freshly-baked scones. Almond croissants. Carrot cake with cream cheese frosting. Homemade blueberry pie topped with a scoop of French vanilla ice cream. I want it all! Right now!
I indulge in these cravings on a semi-regular basis because, well, it takes a lot of energy to feed a human baby! And because sometimes I'm just too exhausted to muster the willpower not to. Sure, breastfeeding burns a lot of calories--Ive read anywhere from 200 to 800 calories per day (the Internet can be so reliable)--but in my experience it's not quite enough to balance out the extra energy I'm consuming. It's maddening to juggle two constant, conflicting desires: to (a) eat fattening baked goods with abandon and (b) fit back into my pre-pregnancy jeans. Yes, I want to have my seven-layer chocolate cake and eat it, too. It's an exhausting and frustrating mental battle, and when I get tired and frustrated, y'know what I wanna to do? EAT BAKED GOODS!!
And so I do and I enjoy every last bite.